February 2012
32 posts
boa noite
and lets all hope that tonight will be filled with sleep, and no bad dreams. no cigarettes for 19 days. no cannabis for 23 days.
Feb 17th
23:07
Feb 17th
hahaha
so I play on a website called king.com just had a private message saying “ooh… hello… not seen you around here before xxx” PAHAHAHA so I’ve just replied to it telling them how pathetic it is to attempt flirting with people over a gaming site and that if he wants a girlfriend, go out into the real world. hahaha seriously, i actually feel sorry for people like...
Feb 17th
another night of waking up all the time and having bad dreams. last night included me cutting a human leg with a knife and fork, and eating it like black pudding but not actually cooking it and just eating around the bone. there was a lot of vomit to come after the consumption of said leg I also smoked a cigarette in this dream and it was a super king black and it tasted awful. and some other...
Feb 17th
so many characters in House are from Lost.
Feb 17th
really wish i had no make up on right about now
Feb 16th
i just don’t know how to make this pain go away
Feb 16th
omg!
52.6! 116! 8.4! !!!
Feb 16th
god this drink has rly gone to my head, bed time very soon methinks
Feb 15th
really really miss
charlie and gnasher :( they always slept in a curled up ball of fluff on my pillows :(
Feb 15th
this water bottle is very nice and hot. unfortunately it doesn’t hug me back nor does it tell me it loves me nor does it call me beautiful :( can’t have everything i guess
Feb 15th
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Feb 11th
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Feb 10th
1 tag
Feb 7th
missdaagger: I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, Even worse when you make me cry I hate it when you’re not around, And the fact that you didn’t call But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, Not even close, Not even a little bit, Not even at all.
Feb 7th
1 note
53.8
Feb 7th
1 tag
could really do with a b/p session. trying very hard to not but i’ll be showering soon. perfect timing.
Feb 6th
1 tag
Feb 4th
1 tag
Feb 4th
2 notes
eu quero
Feb 3rd
Anonymous asked: are you anorexic?
Feb 3rd
1 tag
Feb 2nd
65,515 notes
Feb 1st
16 notes
and she's still with me
why can’t she let go
Feb 1st
1 tag
the first one is april 2008. the next one is some time in 2009. and then august 2011. and now all i want to do is fast forward time with no food
Feb 1st
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Feb 1st
Feb 1st
fuck
cw - 118 gw - 110 lw - 107 ugw - 100 5”6
Feb 1st
Feb 1st
on the brink of a relapse
Feb 1st