February 2012
33 posts
sad panda, no replies :(
boa noite
and lets all hope that tonight will be filled with sleep, and no bad dreams.
no cigarettes for 19 days.
no cannabis for 23 days.
23:07
hahaha
so I play on a website called king.com
just had a private message saying
“ooh… hello… not seen you around here before xxx”
PAHAHAHA so I’ve just replied to it telling them how pathetic it is to attempt flirting with people over a gaming site and that if he wants a girlfriend, go out into the real world.
hahaha seriously, i actually feel sorry for people like...
another night of waking up all the time and having bad dreams.
last night included me cutting a human leg with a knife and fork, and eating it like black pudding but not actually cooking it and just eating around the bone.
there was a lot of vomit to come after the consumption of said leg
I also smoked a cigarette in this dream and it was a super king black and it tasted awful.
and some other...
so many characters in House are from Lost.
really wish i had no make up on right about now
i just don’t know how to make this pain go away
omg!
52.6!
116!
8.4!
!!!
god this drink has rly gone to my head, bed time very soon methinks
really really miss
charlie and gnasher :(
they always slept in a curled up ball of fluff on my pillows :(
this water bottle is very nice and hot.
unfortunately it doesn’t hug me back nor does it tell me it loves me nor does it call me beautiful
:( can’t have everything i guess
53.2
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8.5
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missdaagger:
I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, Even worse when you make me cry I hate it when you’re not around, And the fact that you didn’t call But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, Not even close, Not even a little bit, Not even at all.
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could really do with a b/p session.
trying very hard to not but i’ll be showering soon. perfect timing.
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eu quero
Anonymous asked: are you anorexic?
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and she's still with me
why can’t she let go
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the first one is april 2008.
the next one is some time in 2009.
and then august 2011.
and now all i want to do is fast forward time with no food
fuck
cw - 118
gw - 110
lw - 107
ugw - 100
5”6
on the brink of a relapse
January 2012
26 posts
early night methinks. miss him. xo
sitting in a bedroom, lighting up a Benson
i miss him lots! snuggles sooooooon i hope :) <3
could i wake up next to you?
look into your eyes like i’m looking into double mirrors <3
dislike
live together, die alone
and i hold you tight, tight enough to know that you are mine, and i’d never let you go
you need me man i don’t need you
you need me man my eyes are red
i am burning i am burning i’ve been smoking on a spliff of your high grade
had such a great time in amsterdam :)
do i send this?
Heyy. I would just like to say, that it’s pretty pathetic you can’t make an effort with me for the sake of your best mate. I tried making conversation with you, you don’t even look me in the eye? I’m not Medusa, I won’t fucking turn you into stone. I haven’t ever had problems with you in the past so I don’t see what was stopping us from getting along? What...
what if i fell to the floor
ps i love you
this film <3
It seems like there’s never enough time in the day to do all the things I’d like to do, but there is one special thing I always manage to do, just because it’s so important to me.. I always think of you.
RIP John Parker. I came across that card today and instantly so many memories flooded through.
There’s one thing I always remember, sitting in Eltham McDonald’s and...
i’m doubting myself and my life, i don’t like this pessimistic flare that’s been surrounding my aura, a lot of heaviness and sinking. falling, dying, hurting. i wish i could force my mind into a dream state for the next few weeks, let the world aimlessly drive by, living a life of love and happiness.
i don’t like me
